Weaknesses

So then there are ethics and ethics...Would you rather have your pride and live alone?? Or would you give people a chance to explore...To be what they want? The benefit of doubt? Does it mean that you feel too alone and hence you welcome the attention...does that make you needy?? And if people are giving you attention...and you do take it because you like it and you want to give some back...does that make you desperate?

Tough questions...and tougher answers indeed. I have friends who will say put things in black and white...and I do trust their judgement..while the others will say that it's ok..do what you want? What do i want? That's the toughest of all....I want to be in a position where I don't have to think about ifs and buts...and not hurt...at the end of it all not be vulnerable...just think of it like bungee jumping..something new and at the end of it, feel happy that I've tried it...Not thinking about yesterdays or what will be or what will people think...

But then the burden of having a conscience...and a well placed head is that you don't let yourself fall....into a trap...but then the wild gypsy side of you will sneak in and whisper...What if..you let go? Just fly? It can't hurt much.......So i don't know...i'm caught in the middle as always...sometimes I wish I could let go..and then be all ok...afterwards...Lets see