JUKEBOX

I have been planning this blog in my head...while im in the train, while im in the bus, while im bathing etc ect

Its like a downpour of words waiting to come out...

Jukebox since a series of realistions, spawning from many incidents have made me type this

Realisation 1 - My friends are smarter than i give them the credit for...and they are all equally focused on their careers..so im not the queen amongst them all simply coz i have been working the longest

Realisation 2 - It's funny how things can sound perfectly plausible when you talk it out with your friends, but seem totally childish when said to your boss...whom they were meant to be addrressed to him in the first place

Realisation 3 - Maybe it is time to let go and accept things. And save what can be damaged

Realisation 4 - I think too much

Realisation 5 - I think too much

Realisation 6 - Tact and diplomacy is needed above all..need to control my facial expressions

Realisation 7 - Shit happens, politics happen, people bounce you about...you decide whether you want to let them and if they have the authority then do it and come back....being amused since someone has no work except to check in your times is a great sign of madness

Realisation 8 - I am mad. I think i suffer from OCD...since i tend to get obsessed

Realisation 9 - Crying every night,..wont help na...

Realisation 10 - Life can shatter in a second and leave us with ages to spend..when noone is left anymore

Realisation 11 - Typing a mail at 2.30 n the night is tiring...

Reaslisation 12 - Growing, investing, working...a part of your life...and unless you are really really really
really rich....So the pushing is lifelong

Realisation 13 - Writing at 2.30 is making my eyes shut. And my head is jammed together...

Realisation 14 - No one... no one dies of a broken heart

Realisation 15 - People in trains will hang out..even if it is raining...doesn't matter if you are also getting wet in the process..hey you're enjoying..so i'm cool with being soaked to my skin

Realisation 16 - I am never getting pregnant...after seein my sister's plight

Realisation 17 - The feeling of rain on your face is nice..very very nice. Especialy when you see the wind blowing about and the you are dry and watching it