Arteriosclerosis

I always found the word "Arteriosclerosis" very interesting..It means hardening of the arteries due to cholesterol accumulation...I think I have arteriosclerosis of the heart and brain..hardening of both due to over information, over exposure and a hundred experiences and mistakes to choose from...depends what you choose though..positive or the negative..

I like wikipedia and the fact that all the different links can take you from one place to another to another...till you go like wow...I didn't know that this existed..Like I came to know that Lokmanya Tilak wrote an entire book on the life in the arctic in the last ice age..and he said that the Aryans lived there..In the same way David Sassoon was a jewish spanish banker whose family is closely connected to the Cholmondely family and the Cholmondely family I think is similiar to the Cholamandalam family who are also into finance...I am sure there must be some connection between the two

I thought this would be about how relationships should be and what is sacrifice..what is adjusting yourself to make others happy..But those points barely come to me now..What comes is the fun time I had with Lagna and Siddhi...And the adlibbing we did for those silly serials...It's fun to be a girl..and more so when you two people to share it....No judgments..No comments...except silly ones, just fun

We speak of allowing people to live their life...and we do the exact opposite by passing judgements and putting them in slots in our mind, I know I do that..I like pegging people and seeing if they fit in with my description of them..If they do..yay points to me...If they don't i end up feeling like a jerk and dumbo

Tommorow I have fiction ideas which I shall pitch to Anil, not exactly original but interesting enough..I will just have to pitch them hard enough to sell them to Anil..Once he is sold..the channel will follow....I like TV..After a year and 6 months..it is still interesting

Birthdays just keep on coming...so do gifts and the process of buying them. I realise that the being together matters...Not where you come from or what you do...So much is at stake that running it is hard work...And while too many comparisons can kill a person...Too much silence can wound and fester doubts where none existed before..Balance is important, so is not pointing fingers

I am a contrary person..I say and do things very differently...Hypocritical isnt it...But it is not conscious..And while i will make amends.. I will also not bow down and be quiet