Till now

I feel grown up all of a sudden, grown up , cynical, sad and wise...to say the least...the whole I know-have- been - there-done-that business is happening way too many times...But there are days, when I feel as old as the sea...and others where I am a precocious 5 year old..jumping about...being reprimanded for too much masti

It's been a crazy, focused, in some ways mechanical week so far.....worry, tension, constant move and love have all blocked my head..leaving no space for anything else..

I have learnt a lot in the past one week about..insecurities, jealousies, rivalries, the apparent side of good and bad and the judgement as to who is good and who is bad...learnt about the power of human mind...but not enough to make me beleive in PLR and RAAZ...It's a place where you learn more often than not from the mistakes that you make..rather than the clear brief that you are  given..which is none...you learn how set food sucks, how much effort has been put in by every single person..you wonder why they do what they are doing now...what possible joy can there be in the same thing..over and over again...and I've learnt that sanity means traditional, sticking to the box...Hurting people, taking them for granted is a given plus..so god knows how many paaps have i collected uptil now for St.Peter to count...if i ever reach heaven that is...

I have learnt/ read/accumulated & experienced a lot of things about love..the most of all being...Love doesn't cling ..and it's not love if you have to be reminded of it every time...No on can force it...if they do then they're silly and your silly for not respecting them...and letting them be

I've learnt that old songs give me peace...I've learnt to keep my mouth shut...a feat impossible before..but its true..I have learnt that friends come and go..but the precious few that stay..and worth all your money ands savings + the money that you owe him....from looooooooong before

I;ve learnt that my brain shuts down faster these days, due to exhaustion....