LATELY

I am experiencing a sense of freedom in these past few days, as though things which earlier required permission, things which were not even thought to be possible have suddenly, subtly and swiftly come to be possible.

I have in the last month, blown up all my salary (and i dint even keep a tab, so i dont know where and how did i spend it), have gone to innumerable (which means around 3-4) parties, crashed at someone else's house,been a DJ for a party which mainly consisted of 40 pluses, broke nothing..absolutely nothing which can be breakable, have invented 2 new dance steps, travelled alone, danced in heels (a feat hitherto unimaginable), have had 4 guys to propose to me (actually its 3, the 4th one had already proposed way earlier), gone out to a fair on the last day, hijacked a stall and literally browbeaten the shopkeeper into selling me his stuff, worn my specs and contrived to look serious,been told i look pretty, ate cheese maggi (which was yum), bought yellow spongebob sqaure pant boxers for my friend, given innumerable love advice (maeen...this one's for u), ideated on many new concepts, didnt have a fight with my mom (in a long long long time), am generally less rude and more tolerable,made many new friends, broke a nail, then again broke many many nails,auditioned a pyshcologist (and faffed her into believing that i know all there is to about Karma, chakras, past life and all voodoo)

I have also, lost 5 bucks at fame cinema, not yet done anything on my job front (which i swore to do so like last year in september), tried to control my facial emotions,learnt how to pillow surf, thought (for the nth raised to nth time) about joining dance classes, realised how much i love lagna, cursed siddhant,had a heart to heart chat with my cousin (where i confessed how much i hated him 5 years back)

But one thing that gave me a high - Actually i cant remember, there's been so many things....It's been a good year and promises to be...with all its ups and downs