It's strange when u receive the rewards of doing a job well..especially when u least expect it. The shock, surprise and the sudden rush of pleasure where you can actually feel the emotions racing across your face is a thrilling experience. underlying all this is the little voice of fear that all this is actually a joke and you may not be the winner after all. and believe me, this adds to your giddiness. You dont know whether to grin or to stay silent and the result is that you're sort of stuck halfway between the two. So your smile ends up looking like a grimace and you look like you want to go a pee..badly.
On the other hand, you learn something new everyday if only you keep your minds open. Now I have been credited with having a very closed and narrow mind. So I'm trying to broaden my horizons. I feel like writing right now and so I am. But not what my boss told me to write..I'm writing what i feel like writing in this case - my blog. A good job yesterday doesn't constitute a good job tomorrow. And you needn't be dependent on the good jobdone yesterday. Play everyday like it's your last day and set a new target for every single day. Fact of life. This is what Rafael Nadal does. And all of the above was quoted by my boss last tuesday.
Lets see what else - yes, the greatest tragedies in life make you strong and motivate you to perform better, all your anger, your sense of betrayal, your loss combines to form this one hammer which you hit every time on the flatboard of your life. Till your mind and your heart work in tandem and there's no room for mistakes. Funny how i've pushed and pushed myself harder and harder but i cant seem to recall that right now. I dont even know wether i workd this hard to deserve this. and i havent got the time to think back about what i EXACTLY did.
Sometimes - Life just gives you rewards that are long overdue. But hey, do you hear me complaining?
No More Labels
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I am a *boy*
I am 29
I am half Jain
I am half Gujarati
I am half Bengali
I am a graduate
I am straight
I am married
I am a manager
I am a son
I am a husban...
9 years ago
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